When I read about the ghastly
rape of a 5-year-old last night, I will confess, my first reaction was of
exhaustion. So it wasn’t an iron rod in a 23-year-old but a bottle of hair oil
and some candles that were found shoved inside the baby. Does that make it more
or less horrifying? Should that even be a question? Didn’t this just happen a
few months ago? Didn’t we go out and protest, didn’t we pour our anguish out in
blog posts and op-eds, didn’t we sign every single petition we could find on
Change.org, didn’t we send recommendations to the Justice Verma Committee? Why
should we have to do this every single time? What is the point of sweating it
out in Delhi’s
searing 40-degree heat for change that never happens?
But as I read more, as I watched
the video of a woman being slapped by a cop at the hospital where she was
protesting against the negligence and subsequent corruption of the cops
involved, my reactions changed. I wept so violently that I almost threw up, and I knew
that despite myself, I was not jaded. Not yet. No, I do not
think that protesting outside the hospital was in any way a good or ethical
idea. Doctors need a calm and peaceful environment to work in and
nothing will be achieved by anyone, civilian demonstrators or Aam Aadmi Party
workers, invading that space and demanding resignations of police topdogs, or to
see the victim, or whatever the hell they were demanding. A hospital is not the
place for this kind of protest. But that still doesn’t justify the complete
brutality of the police that we all saw yesterday. Yes, inquiries have been
ordered to examine allegations of both bribery and brutality, and the
slap-happy cop has been suspended for now, but we know that this is not enough.
We cannot expect mindsets to change and patriarchy to be rooted out if those in
positions of authority are allowed to behave like this and get away with only
minor punishment.
With this in mind, I attended
this morning’s rally outside the police headquarters at ITO. My friend had very
generously offered me a ride along with a colleague of hers, and when we got
there at 10:45 in the morning, we were the only women there. The entire protest
had been taken over by the Aam Aadmi Party, and because they were the single largest
political presence there, the media thoughtlessly began calling it the AAP
protest, completely ignoring the fact that there were other people there who
did not want to be aligned with the party, who were there as individuals who
felt strongly about what had happened. Who did not agree with the mindless AAP chant “Choodi pehen ke dance karo, dance karo”, which was meant to
highlight the weakness of the police force but ironically
ended up being as misogynistic
as the crime that was being protested against.
There were many such chants that
I disagreed with – the murdabad one being the most popular. It started off
against Police Commissioner Neeraj Kumar and Home Minister Sushil Kumar Shinde,
but soon turned into a slogan against the entire government and police force.
Neither helpful nor tasteful, and not something I could bring myself to say. While I have no moral problem with death penalty to rapists, I do not wish death to any of these people, and I do
not see the point of demanding it using this platform. Demands for
resignations/arrests of certain cops, swifter punishment for rapists, and for
Kumar, Shinde, and Sheila Dikshit to speak to the public (by which I mean say
something meaningful and concrete, not spout useless clichés) – those I yelled
for till I was hoarse. Unfortunately, the murdabad ones are the ones that
people seem to like the most.
The advantage of being part of a
small group of women was that the news channels actively sought our views, which worked
for us because we had genuine and concrete things to say. We also had perfectly
pleasant exchanges with a few cops on duty, who offered us water and discussed
yesterday’s slapping incident with us quite freely. Within an hour, a few other
small political parties had joined the demonstration, so even though there
weren’t too many individual protesters, the crowd was sizeable and only
growing. So far, so peaceful. But after about two hours of
perfectly civilized protesting, we were suddenly, violently pushed and shoved aside by an
army of crazed AISA workers who ran up to the police barricades and began to
upturn and break them, climbing on top of them and yelling for absolutely
nothing. We managed to get out of the crush of people, holding the hands of
strangers as we tried to help them escape as well, and eventually, all the
women protesters were standing at the back or to one side, continuing their
demonstration, while the guys from AISA jumped and yelled like animals up in front.
We continued to protest for a
fair while longer, but when we saw a new deployment of cops arriving with
lathis and rifles, we knew there was no point staying. The protest had
officially been hijacked. The media had got its story and the police and
politicians, their excuse to justify brutality and clampdowns and Section 144.
But despite all this
heartbreaking, frustrating mindlessness and political hijacking, there were
enough people there who really cared about what was going on, whose demands
were genuine and whose anguish was heartfelt. And the media, cops, and
politicians would do well to remember that those people may leave the protest
venue but they are not going anywhere.